Love is not for hire

by AN X TASY

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released November 6, 2015

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Track Name: The Road To Death
I hate to see the lights (and) I don’t wanna be blind
I love to be the one that you’ll never find
I see a million deaths everywhere by my side
I see a lotta guilt (and) I see a lotta pride

I see you in me every time
You can’t even see…

I tried so hard to save you
I did the best I could

I stand for my rights, you’re out of my section
We all have failures, you’re no exception
Paving this road, there will be a reaction

Every time you stare at me
I turn invisible

I tried so hard to save you
I did the best I could
I kept you by my side (…hold on to life…)
You know you should

Get a job, get a life, get a wife
Breaking silence with the cut of a knife
Following a long road to nothingness
You say you’re free but freedom is messed up

…that road it leads you… that road leads you nowhere…

I tried so hard to save you
I did the best I could
I kept you by my side (…hold on to life…)
You know you should
Track Name: Oblivion
Yesterday I found myself
Tied up by chains
Today I wanna get free
But am I willing to change?
I’ll be dead someday
And will always feel strange

I am feeling this way
My life my way
It's true I'm nothing, it's useless to say
Anyway... I'm living my life my way

It's hard to live, it's true
(but) Not as hard as to learn how to
I've failed so many times
Most of them trying to please you
I'm dying just to have you
But none of this becomes true

I am feeling this way
My life my way
It's true I'm nothing, it's useless to say
Anyway... I'm living my life my way
Track Name: WorldWidePain
Why is this life so short?
Even though some people want to abort
We all want it to be longer
We all wanna be stronger while weakening everyday

Cold... worldwide pain
World... cold wide stain

Pain spreading pain
Your self-esteem consumes your pride
Pain leading pain
For all the wings that were denied
And all the tears that someone cried

Depression becomes obsession
A pearl in a shell and pain is so easy to sell
One step closer to the edge
Excuses to tame every bug inside your head

Cold... worldwide pain
World... cold wide stain

You complain about life
Complain about problems
Leaving all your friends behind
We all wanna disappear
While there's half-world living in misery
Dealing with fear, shedding a tear

Pain spreading pain
Your self-esteem consumes your pride
Pain leading pain
For all the wings that were denied
And all the tears that someone cried

We're chasing problems in fertile fields
The desert rain, a stone cold feeling

How much do we value a man's life?
Offering fear, beating up his wife
Living fast, no reasons of making haste
Beyond compare... your existence is a fucking waste

...a scarecrow, you're nothing but a scarecrow...

Pain spreading pain
Your self-esteem consumes your pride
Pain leading pain
For all the wings that were denied
And all the tears that someone cried
Track Name: Peacefully Violent
Sat down here I stayed
With my sins opened wide
Laid down I’ve remained
With all my sins here by my side

So much I have lost
And yet there’s so much more to lose
Guilt is my only host
Still I give it no use

All efforts I have done
Seem hollow and in vain
I’d rather face all demons
Than chose the easiest way

I never thought that it could hurt so deep
I never thought my blood would be so thick
I never thought that you would leave me so alone
Would leave me on my own, would leave me just flesh and bones

I want you by my side
I am so afraid to lose
You are my only light
And I am your only fuse

Nothing seems so plain
Or did I misunderstand?
I feel no longer sane
A single grain of sand

The days our eyes were crossed
And sank into a lake of fire
They became golden frost
Our love is not for hire

I never thought that it could hurt so deep
I never thought my blood would be so thick
I never thought that you would leave me so alone
Would leave me on my own, would leave me just flesh and bones
Track Name: Turning Point
I wanna…
Shave my hair, kill the air ‘til I’m dead
Shoot the pope, high on dope, hole in his head
Kill the moon, kill the sea and kill the sun
Fuck the world with my razorblade and gun!

We’re all pawns of society’s flaws
Let’s cut some legs and break some jaws
Today I’m crazy and this is all I wanna be
A turning point to wake me up.

Reality… ain’t it fucking fun?
I wanna fuck the world with my razorblade and gun!
Ain’t it fucking fun? Will ya take another turn?

I wanna make a change, be someone, and someday
See you change like I do day by day
This is another turning point, let’s make it last
Die young, live fast!

Sometimes it seems I’m losing my mind
Sometimes it’s the only way
I think I’m sane but I’m insane
I think I’d do this all again
But this time I can’t pretend… NO MORE!!!

I wanna be a man with a plan of blasphemy and hate
Die insane, die in vain, my destiny and fate
See the world dying cold, diving deep
See the world rotting old, following sheeps.

We’re all pawns of society’s flaws
Let’s cut some legs and break some jaws
Today I’m crazy and this is all I wanna be
A turning point to wake up.