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Love is not for hire

by AN X TASY

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1.
The Road To Death 04:02
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I hate to see the lights (and) I don’t wanna be blind I love to be the one that you’ll never find I see a million deaths everywhere by my side I see a lotta guilt (and) I see a lotta pride I see you in me every time You can’t even see… I tried so hard to save you I did the best I could I stand for my rights, you’re out of my section We all have failures, you’re no exception Paving this road, there will be a reaction Every time you stare at me I turn invisible I tried so hard to save you I did the best I could I kept you by my side (…hold on to life…) You know you should Get a job, get a life, get a wife Breaking silence with the cut of a knife Following a long road to nothingness You say you’re free but freedom is messed up …that road it leads you… that road leads you nowhere… I tried so hard to save you I did the best I could I kept you by my side (…hold on to life…) You know you should
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Oblivion 03:32
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Yesterday I found myself Tied up by chains Today I wanna get free But am I willing to change? I’ll be dead someday And will always feel strange I am feeling this way My life my way It's true I'm nothing, it's useless to say Anyway... I'm living my life my way It's hard to live, it's true (but) Not as hard as to learn how to I've failed so many times Most of them trying to please you I'm dying just to have you But none of this becomes true I am feeling this way My life my way It's true I'm nothing, it's useless to say Anyway... I'm living my life my way
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WorldWidePain 06:07
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Why is this life so short? Even though some people want to abort We all want it to be longer We all wanna be stronger while weakening everyday Cold... worldwide pain World... cold wide stain Pain spreading pain Your self-esteem consumes your pride Pain leading pain For all the wings that were denied And all the tears that someone cried Depression becomes obsession A pearl in a shell and pain is so easy to sell One step closer to the edge Excuses to tame every bug inside your head Cold... worldwide pain World... cold wide stain You complain about life Complain about problems Leaving all your friends behind We all wanna disappear While there's half-world living in misery Dealing with fear, shedding a tear Pain spreading pain Your self-esteem consumes your pride Pain leading pain For all the wings that were denied And all the tears that someone cried We're chasing problems in fertile fields The desert rain, a stone cold feeling How much do we value a man's life? Offering fear, beating up his wife Living fast, no reasons of making haste Beyond compare... your existence is a fucking waste ...a scarecrow, you're nothing but a scarecrow... Pain spreading pain Your self-esteem consumes your pride Pain leading pain For all the wings that were denied And all the tears that someone cried
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Peacefully Violent 05:15
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Sat down here I stayed With my sins opened wide Laid down I’ve remained With all my sins here by my side So much I have lost And yet there’s so much more to lose Guilt is my only host Still I give it no use All efforts I have done Seem hollow and in vain I’d rather face all demons Than chose the easiest way I never thought that it could hurt so deep I never thought my blood would be so thick I never thought that you would leave me so alone Would leave me on my own, would leave me just flesh and bones I want you by my side I am so afraid to lose You are my only light And I am your only fuse Nothing seems so plain Or did I misunderstand? I feel no longer sane A single grain of sand The days our eyes were crossed And sank into a lake of fire They became golden frost Our love is not for hire I never thought that it could hurt so deep I never thought my blood would be so thick I never thought that you would leave me so alone Would leave me on my own, would leave me just flesh and bones
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Turning Point 04:30
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I wanna… Shave my hair, kill the air ‘til I’m dead Shoot the pope, high on dope, hole in his head Kill the moon, kill the sea and kill the sun Fuck the world with my razorblade and gun! We’re all pawns of society’s flaws Let’s cut some legs and break some jaws Today I’m crazy and this is all I wanna be A turning point to wake me up. Reality… ain’t it fucking fun? I wanna fuck the world with my razorblade and gun! Ain’t it fucking fun? Will ya take another turn? I wanna make a change, be someone, and someday See you change like I do day by day This is another turning point, let’s make it last Die young, live fast! Sometimes it seems I’m losing my mind Sometimes it’s the only way I think I’m sane but I’m insane I think I’d do this all again But this time I can’t pretend… NO MORE!!! I wanna be a man with a plan of blasphemy and hate Die insane, die in vain, my destiny and fate See the world dying cold, diving deep See the world rotting old, following sheeps. We’re all pawns of society’s flaws Let’s cut some legs and break some jaws Today I’m crazy and this is all I wanna be A turning point to wake up.

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released November 6, 2015

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